So Fuck U Anyway

Nein, das ist nicht persönlich gemeint sondern Bestandteil des Projekt 52. Denn das aktuelle Thema lautet Wut.

Ich bin nicht der Typ Mensch, der andere sofort cholerisch anschreit, wenn er wütend ist. Stattdessen sehe ich oft über solche Dinge hinweg, denn nicht alles, was mich ärgert, ist auch Absicht. Falls doch verwünsche ich den anderen in aller Stille und erst wenn die Dreistigkeit grenzenlos ist, lasse ich die Wut heraus und schreie zurück.

Und anschließend höre ich ganz passend betitelt Fuck U von Placebo. Ja, ich kenne einzelne, die eine persönliche Abneigung gegen Placebo haben, doch Text und Melodie sind einfach nur genial. Und fassen Wut auf den Punkt in Worte.

There's a look on your face I would like to knock out
See the sin in your grin and the shape of your mouth
All I want is to see you in terrible pain
Though we won't ever meet I'll remember your name

Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
But I don't think I can
So fuck you anyway

You are scum
You are scum
And I hope that you know
That the cracks in your smile are beginning to show
Now the world needs to see that it's time you should go
There's no light in your eyes and your brain is too slow

Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
But I don't think I can
So fuck you anyway

So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway

Bet you sleep like a child with your thumb in your mouth
I could creep up beside, put a gun in your mouth
Makes me sick when I hear all the shit that you say
So much crap coming out, it must take you all day

There's a space kept in hell with your name on the seat
With a spike in the chair just to make it complete
When you look at yourself do you see what I see?
If you do, why the fuck are you looking at me?

Why the fuck are you looking at me?

Why the fuck
Why the fuck are you looking at me? [x4]

There's a time for us all and I think yours has been
Can you please hurry up, 'cause I find you obscene
I can't wait for the day that you're never around
When that face isn't here and you rot underground

Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
But I don't think I can
So fuck you anyway

So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway

Gelegentlich widme ich es in Gedanken  anderen, denke mir Teile des Texts beim Anblick dieser speziellen Menschen und werde beim Anhören ganz ruhig, die Wut wird fokussiert und abgelenkt ohne sie in sich aufzustauen. Ich finde das Lied perfekt. Eigentlich könnte ich es auch hoch und runter hören, wenn ich in guter Stimmung bin.

Apfelkern